$3,950.00

Today I recieved a check in the mail for 3,950.00. I am supposed to deposit into my bank account, deduct five hundred for myself and wire the remaining money to someone through Western Union. Sounds solid.

Tim and I picked Sam up from the train station the other day and he was with a girl from Norway. She had sat next to him and had seven hours to kill before her next train. She asked sam what to do and he invited her to hang out. It was pretty rad, we walked around the lake, went to an art musem, played her music and exchanged cultural differences. I was actually really sad when it came time for her to leave. Despite of it making more sense I would still rather use fahrenheit than celsius.

"I was lonely, I knew you still liked me, and I needed to feel liked"

There's nothing like going to a party your invited too but then accidentally going to one your not invited to, getting turned away and then coming back only to walk by the people that turned you away in the first place. The ones who are standing outside that you figured were the losers who didn't fit in at the party, wearing hundred dollar ghost busters costumes. In reality though they own the house and its their party. Later on they will ask you to leave as your sipping on your mixed drink you made after you realized and came to terms with the fact your at the wrong party.

Hey have you heard?

1991 and Technobox split + eat the weed zines exsist now! They are on yellow cassette tapes and individually dubbed!

The sheds gone, rip
We had a good run, we had lots of fun, but now its over!
Also!

My band played a show the other day, here are some picturesLife is petty good right now, Im working at pac sun kind of, moving into my sisters house off of fairbanks, getting closer to family and rocking hard. However I did fall off sams scooter the other day....

Mccarty Johnson!

Mccarty Playing Spanish Song!

I Fucked Up

I tried to format a memory card to Technobox but instead ended up erasing everything in my user bank. All my sequences are gone and I dont have a back up of any of them.

No more Cool Runnings

So fuck it, I'm compiling all the recordings I can find and calling it my EP.
Most of these are just different recordings of the same songs.

Cat Cat Cat Maybe Good
Download 01 Cat Cat Cat Maybe Good.mp3

Something About You May be good (No, Total Lie)
Download 04 Something About You Maybe Good.mp3

Today I Feel Fine Maybe Good
Download 05 Today I Feel Fine Maybe Good.mp3

My Friend Tim Something About You
Download my friend tim- something about you.mp3

My Friend Tim Cool Runnings
Download My Friend Tim Cool Runnings.mp3

The Native Americans Are Calling Themselves Indians
Download The Native Americans Are Calling Themselves Indians.mp3

Cool Runnings
Download Cool Runnings.mp3

Licorce In Your Shoes
Download My Friend Tim - Licorice In Your Shoes.mp3

Cougars Vs. Bangles
Download Cougars Vs. Bangles.mp3

The days of our lives

Ive been having way too many colitis attacks recently. My friend Dylan and I were packing up our equipment getting ready to head out to our show when I had a terrible moment and had to sit down on the hood of a car. Sometimes with colitis sudden pains happen and the only way to deal with them is to sit. I totally left a small shit puddle on the hood of the car when I got up.

Its pretty fucking weird my sister and best friend got married then divorced and are now back together or something. It was even weirder when I was living with them and his parents.

This kid I used to consider a good friend started dating my ex girlfriend who I still had strong feelings for at the time, she told me we were going to get back together when I came home to Orlando up until a week before I came back. She told me she just "could not be in a relationship right now". One of my other friends was entertaining the idea of pursuing her while I was gone but didn't, when I told the guy who is dating her now about that he said "I don't like that, I don't like her being with anyone but you." The night I came back into Orlando I went over to his place and she was there along with some other friends, she was wearing his shirt and neither of them were very welcoming to me nor did they say anything about what was going on. I was going to move into that apartment too.

Another thing to add to all this....
I had chlamydia and gave it to this girl unknowingly, she found out because the OBGYN called her parents to tell them she tested positive for it. I talked to all my previous sexual partners about it to let them know however I'm still not positive who had it. I do know though that the guy who's dating my ex girlfriend had unprotected sex with the girl I'm pretty sure I got it from. He never got treated or tested for that matter.

Some old man tried to show me his penis in Virginia. I was riding my bike and when I rode by his house, he was sitting outside in a chair. He waved to me and I waved to him, then he motioned me over. It was about 4 pm in broad day light on a busy street so it seemed safe. I didn't have shit to do so I figured what the hell I'll go talk to this old man. I go up to him and start talking for awhile. Hes old and kind of crazy but I figured he was harmless. After some conversation about the weather he says to me "Want to see my dick?". For a second I was really unsure if that was what I really heard but then I came out of the initial shock you have after an old man tries to show you his penis and got on my bike and started to take off. As I'm leaving I can hear him saying "you can tell me if its big or not!". I filed a police report the next day.

Before I left to Virginia I had sex with one of my friends ex girlfriends shortly after they broke up. I didn't tell him about it and he helped her move to Portland. I told him first thing when I got back but its still a piece of shit thing to do. Its hard to justify being upset with people when your doing the same thing you don't agree with them doing.

There was a Craigs list post about working as a bathroom attendant at a party. I responded to it and ended up getting the job. Apparently I was the second pick (the first person didn't know English too well but had bathroom experience) from about 80 people. I got a call from the guy the other night letting me know there was an "alternative lifestyle parade" going on and he wanted to know if I was ok with that. I told him I didn't care but I personally was not gay. He assured me that more likely there would be more hetero sexual people than gay people there. I stood outside the bathroom next to a sink in this nice condo in Thornton park offering people mints or candy and things of the sort. I found out later I was supposed to be dispensing soap into peoples hands and offering them paper towels so for about two hours I just stood there talking to people while getting paid 10 dollars an hour. The party was so gay. The bartender had no shirt on and was wearing a bow tie. Everyone there was so cliche gay and they called them selves woman and sisters. I met a girl and she would go and get drinks for me. I basically just drank the whole time. After awhile some people asked if I cared if they did coke, at first I was said "oh whatever I don't care" but then I realized it wasn't my call to say that. It wasn't my party. They did it anyways and then the guy who was employing me started doing it along with everyone else at the party. I was working as a bathroom attendant at a gay pride coke party. I got to go and watch the parade with everyone and even drank a few beers during it. The parade was awesome and all the people at the party were great. I got hit on a lot but it was never weird or creepy, It didnt bother me either. If anything getting hit on is a compliment in a weird way. After I got done working I stayed at the party with them for a few hours and partied. I partied really hard. I smoked a blunt with a few of the guys including the one who had just employed me. I decided to leave which was a terrible idea. I was way too trashed and sick, I had to sit down on the curb right outside of the building I was just in and started throwing up in the gutter of a busy street downtown while waiting for my friends to pick me up. At this point it was about 7:30 pm. They took me to the place I used to live and passed out.


"weirdness rides the wind"

I draw pictures with 10 and 12 year olds

You are Not Spam

Yesterday I went with the neighbor to go fly model airplanes, it was really awesome but difficult. Hes in his 60's and is retired from the airforce. Today I started work and I love it. Its so easy and everyone is so cool and relaxed. To be honest I am considering staying here for a bit longer so I can have some money saved up and hopefully transfer to Orlando when I do come back, I really dont know when that will be though. In Orlando I couldn't find a job anywhere and here I have a great job thats so close. Im not even sure where I would be living in Orlando do but I do miss everyone so much though. I need to get my life in order now and the future times we will have together will be much better if I do.

C-Ville

So its around 3 o clock pm on Tuesday and I start training at 6am on Wednesday. For some reason my training is at a store that's about 30 minutes away but luckily I was informed another girl has to train at the same store. Well I have no way to get to where I need to be so I call my boss to explain my situation with hopes of getting the girls number and setting up a carpool. It turns out shes training on different days so I had to let my manager know I would not be attending my first day of training. Shit happens, whatever. Since I happened to not have anything going on for a few days I decided to go with my cousin and two Nieces to Charlottesville where my cousin lives. Its about 2 hours from Hampton where I'm living. We get to Charlottesville and its like nothing I have ever seen. There were hills and mountains everywhere, for once I didn't feel like I was in a snow globe like I do in Florida. The scenery is absolutely gorgeous, everything is so green and bountiful. All the buildings look exactly like they do in textbooks about Old Time America. It was pretty surreal. At my cousins apartment we start to pack her stuff, the whole reason she went to Charlottesville was to start her move into a different place. Her apartment is really interesting. The shower is in the kitchen, there is no air conditioning but there is a cool corridor inside that connects all the rooms. Its is home to some pretty cool paintings and from what Ive heard some awesome run ins with other tenants. After moving some things we go and get some food, I'm pretty much ecstatic at this point because I know there is a Chipotle close by. There is nothing remotely close to Chipotle in Hampton. There isn't too much time left in the day so we go to my cousins friends house to crash out. However my Cousin was under the impression her friend was out of town. This was not the case. So back to the non air conditioned apartment it is. 4 of us staying in a hot studio apartment lead to me drinking lots of beer. I actually had a great (but hot) time. The next day we go get breakfast at a cool cafe and walk around downtown. Its really incredible, everything is made of brick and has so much character to it. After downtown we went to a winery. Wineries are the best by the way, I sat outside in the middle of no where by a lake drinking great wine that was made right there watching geese. The whole time I couldn't believe where I was. This lasted for several hours. We stayed another night at her friends house who had by this point left to go out of town. Three days of wearing the same clothes later I'm back in Hampton. I got my schedule worked out so I get to work on Monday at the store that's close to here. Life's going good, Ive done some really cool things and had some great experiences.

NascarFan1

I Got back from Maryland yesterday and didn't do shit. I also didn't really do anything in Maryland except watch my family's soberness disappear. The day back consisted of observing deer from afar and ending the night with vodka and quite possibly the best techno box show ever, I was the only one who attended (total fucking freedom sounds great on techno box). This morning I woke up pretty early to go to Cracker Barrel to be reminded of how terrible my first job was. Busing tables at the good Ole' CB. I'm now at the NASCAR stage in my southern experience and I must say I'm entirely stoked. Ive come to the conclusion NACAR is like meditating in a way. Basically you clear your mind and watch the cars go around in a big circle hundreds of times. It seems absolutely peaceful.

2 Weeks Deep

So Virginia now. Its been pretty nice getting away. The first few days I was here the airlines couldn't find my bag and technobox was in that missing bag. Eventually they delivered it to the house and everything was cool but for awhile I was flipping my shit. Most of my time here is spent with my two nieces who are 10 and 12. Everyday we ride our bikes down to this bmx track and bmx race, its totally rad. I applied at a grocery store that's really close to where I'm living and within a day I got a call back asking for an interview with the Starbucks inside the store. I had my interview, somehow passed a drug test and now I'm a Starbucks employee. I went to orientation yesterday. Finding a job here was really lol easy, that was the first and only place I applied. At night I watch Friends with one of my cousins. The deal is she gets to watch Friends and I get to drink beer. We are watching the entire show from start to finish. Needless to say I have a lot of free time. Not too much happens here. When I go on bike rides I see lots of deer and I pass a horse stable on my way to the track. I tried to talk to some 15 year old skater kids yesterday just because I was so desperate for conversation but they didn't find me that cool. Yesterday was also the day I had my first 40 here I don't know why it took so long. I seldom smoke cigarettes. I bought a pack when I first got here but I've only had 4 or so. I'm pretty proud of that I must say. Today I'm going to Maryland to see my Aunt. Its also my Uncles birthday on Sunday and then come Monday I start work. I miss and love everyone so much. Its always on my mind.